Emotions are illusion. We spend our life in them, some knowingly, some unwillingly. The bottom line remains the same.
It is quite fascinating how we can fool ourselves into believing what we think we have, what we think is right and what we think is expected. Often the difference in these parameters of individuals leads to initial disagreement, ultimately to long term fall off. Any successful relationship, of any form, between two individuals is strongly dependent on how both of the parties reach to a mutually acceptable solution.
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Enough geeky! I was planning to write down emotional stuffs and look at the intro: What happened to my writing? I guess too much paper spoils the tone! (I know the sentence is incorrect, but I feel like writing it down! Oops! Back to the nerdy tone.) Moving back to the issue again!
Whether I like it or not, my life appears to be the most interesting and eventful one among the people I know. I have gone through so many ups and downs, visited so many paths. There are two sides of being such experienced campaigner. You know the rules better than people around, you know the pitfalls and cracks and of the system you know how to tinker it. The downsides are: you lose interest in everything or your neural pathway may cross-react leading to a completely unrelated emotional state. Having said that, I never regret my life. Everything I experienced was worth experiencing!
If I’m not interpreting this wrongly, then I know what you mean. Probably it’s time to move to a new place? It worked for me. Worth a try?
Comment by akshatrathi294 — June 18, 2010 @ 11:37 pm |