Absolutely random

This is bit weird, I want to write but I have nothing in mind! It feels empty

If you go through approximately 130 posts of this blog, I’m sure you’ll find lots of discrepancies! I would say something in one post, then would say the opposite in a post sometimes later! Its not because I’m not consistent in my thoughts. Rather different blog-posts reflect different states of my mind at different stages of my life! Besides this blog is a journal of my once volatile now overtly stable mind.

Human mind is one of my fascinations. Their emotions, changes in their expression never ceases to amaze me… absolutely phenomenal!

I’m lucky you know, to be close to so many people… close enough to decipher clues of their mental states. I don’t know is it my specialty or is it that I always pay close attention to subtle things in human face or voice! Most of the times, just hearing the voice or just a glimpse of the face is enough for me to get an idea of the state of mind of the person observed!

This is hopeless! The blog is going nowhere! I should better stop

Drawbacks and positives: A delicate balance!

0137 BDST

13-09-09

The idea about social responsibility appears bit out of date to me, at least sometimes. I was having this discussion with a friend of mine today. He was saying, “Once a person opens a pharmacy at the locality, he has to keep open his shop late since people might need drugs even if there is no customer!” I don’t know, but this expectation simply lacks logic! Isn’t it a kind of social punishment to the individual for starting drug business instead of starting a grocery shop or may be bakery!

May be my views sound utilitarian! May be it actually is.

Sometimes I keep on wondering about the boundary between duty and favour. As human beings we all do and receive favours. But someone doing favour today doesn’t mean he is bound to do the same tomorrow or the day after tomorrow!

Anyway, nothing is absolute! May be the solution of word’s so many problems isn’t in individualistic philosophy!

Drawbacks and positives: A delicate balance!

0147 BDST

13-09-09

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Scrabbles of an out of touch painter!

01-09-2009

0209 BST

Sometimes I wonder what do I actually miss? Is it being hopelessly depressed, running to and fro through the endless vacuums of illusion of mind or is it writing some quality write ups for which I would feel proud while wandering through my own writings? The question arose yesterday when one of my friends said, he really does miss my writings, used to be my best attributes!

Well, I still do write though! Papers, Project proposals, Synopsis, Progress… it might sound egotistic, but indeed I write good :p But feelings, thoughts, emotions… I don’t have time to write them down. Besides when you’re happy and you have lots of people close to share your joys, emotions and pains (don’t have much of them in my present life and I’m grateful for that ), maybe it’s a weird thing, you lose the drive to write… I don’t know about you, but that’s what happened to me!

Writing is a skill, like any other, you can’t build them in a day… you can’t lose them in a week… but they get blunt when you leave them untouched and unpractised for years! Once in a blue moon, when I try to slip myself in into my old arena, I feel I don’t fit in it anymore!

Everything in life is like the “Art”s… each of them… say it irony or bliss… many of them are mutually incompatible…  You get better at something… you get worse at something else…

These might not make sense… they aren’t intended to make either!

Scrabbles of an out of touch painter!

01-09-2009

0235 BST

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